So, I'm Maddie. I'm 18. I hate peas, fake friends, and I think I look horrible in long sleeved shirts. Teal is my favorite color, I am an arts kid, and I love How I Met Your Mother. Don't piss me off. I'm going to go to a public liberal arts college really close to NC. I love my life.
Almost home.
I’m gonna try to make it look like I haven’t been silently sobbing for 30 minutes….
Losing my mind.
Remove myself from ALLL friendships!
Cry ALL the tears!
Feel ALL the emotions!
Scare away ALL the friends!
Be alone ALL the time!
Hide pain from ALL the people!
Be unhappy ALL the college years!
Live at nance ALL 4 years!
Be at 144 ALL THE YEARS!
…..
I’m fucking losing it.
Be upset at ALL the people!
Feel like ALL the shit!
Nap ALL the free time!
Paint ALL the sad things!
…….
Be disappointed in others all the time….
In the car
On the way back to home to be there for the weekend.
I decided to try to brainstorm people that me and Chelsea could maybe suite with…
Ha.
Ha ha.
Ha ha ha.
I’m like, Verge of Tears over here…
This is just, shit.
Bull fucking shit.
All over the place.
….
HELL, we should just stay in nance.
….
I don’t know if I can put myself out there again….
